Christmas

So as any person involved in the church will tell you, it has been a pretty crazy two days. But, it was all totally worth it - at least for me. I don't have any great words to share at this point, but my brain isn't functioning much today anyway due to lack of sleep.

This was in the E-pistle this week at St. Paul's Church Pawtucket, they also put it in the bulletin for Christmas. I thought it was kind of cool.

This is, as I have learned, the Solemn Proclamation of Christmas. Both Christ Church Lincoln, and St. Paul's Pawtucket began there late service with this.

On the twenty-fifth day of December, unknown ages from the time when God created the heavens and the earth and then formed man and woman in his own image.

Several thousand years after the flood, when God made the rainbow shine forth as a sign of the covenant.

Twenty-one centuries from the time of Abraham and Sarah; thirteen centuries after Moses led the people of Israel out of Egypt.

Eleven hundred years from the time of Ruth and the Judges; one thousand years from the anointing of David as king; in the sixty-fifth week according to the prophecy of Daniel.

In the one hundred and ninety-fourth Olympiad; the seven hundred and fifty-second year from the foundation of the city of Rome.

The forty-second year of the reign of Octavian Augustus; the whole world being at peace, Jesus Christ, eternal God and Son of the eternal Father, desiring to sanctify the world by his most merciful coming, being conceived by the Holy Spirit, and nine months having passed since his conception, was born in Bethlehem of Judea of the Virgin Mary.

Now in our own time this marks the Nativity of Our Lord, Jesus Christ, after the manner of all flesh.

Anyway, Merry Christmas to all. May it be a truly blessed 12 days.

Hodie Christus natus est.

A gentle knock

Being the church geek that I am, I go to church all the time. Through years of worship in various places, I've heard more sermons then I can remember. But, there are some that just stick with me.

Every year on the first Sunday of Advent, Mount St. Charles Academy holds a service of Advent Lessons and Carols (a fine Anglican tradition that the former Chaplin borrowed from him Anglican brothers during his time in England). Every service begins with a message from the principal. In affect it is a mini Sermon. The first service of Lessons and Carols I was apart of was 2003, my freshman year. Mr. Richer had just become the first lay person to be principal of Mount. His opening was just one of those sermons I will never forget. Below I have paraphrased Mr. Richer's words.

Advent is a time a preparation. A time to prepare our hearts for the birth of our Savior Jesus Christ. Every Advent seasons as I prepare myself, I am reminded of a painting. It is of Jesus standing outside someones door holding a light. He is knocking at the door. At a quick glance there doesn't seem to be anything special about this painting. But, if you look closely you will notice that there is no handle on the door. In order of the owner of the house to let Christ in he (the owner) must make the intentional effort and open the door. Christ, can't do it for him. That is what we are called to do this Advent season. We are called to listen for the gentle knocking at our hearts. When it comes we must open our hearts to his light and make room for the coming of the King.

This Advent season I hope that we can all take time to be still and know that God is there. That we can in the silence of our hearts listen for the gentle knocking, and when it comes invite Christ is.

An Advent Reflection

I have always found a special connection with Advent. I'm not really sure just want it is, but I've always been able to identify with this season of joyful preparation. This year I decided to do something a little different then I've done in years past. I'm actually observing Advent. Intellectually I've always known that Advent is a time to prepare ones heart for the birth of Christ, but I've never been able to put that into practice.

I think it is so easy for me to really honor Advent this year, as my life has of late turned into its own season of Advent. For about two months now I've known that UNE was not the school for me. After a couple of weeks I had made the decision to leave. Once I made that choice, everything became a preparation for transferring. Moving stuff home, applying to other schools, filling out paper work, etc. This transition is a joyful one - for me at least. As each task is completed I come a little bit closer to leaving.

Yet, when I first became the semester I did not know I was "lost". It took time before I could realize I was in a place I wasn't supposed to be in. Yesterday morning I had the opportunity to attend a Eucharistic service. The Gospel reading, was one that I could easily identify with.

Matthew 18:12-14

12What do you think? If a shepherd has a hundred sheep, and one of them has gone astray, does he not leave the ninety-nine on the mountains and go in search of the one that went astray? 13And if he finds it, truly I tell you, he rejoices over it more than over the ninety-nine that never went astray. 14So it is not the will of your* Father in heaven that one of these little ones should be lost.


I'm sure at first that sheep did not know he was lost. But, eventually the sheep was found and brought home. Here at UNE I have been "found" and very soon will be brought home.

Advent is a time of preparing ourselves of the coming of Christ. A time to look inward. As we reflect on our spiritual journeys we may find that we have been lost, and didn't even know it. But, as our season continues, as we open our hearts to the birth of Christ we find that we are finally brought home.

An Anniversary of Sorts

As most of you who read this know, I feel - and have for several years - felt called to the Priesthood. As I look back it feels as if this has always been a part of my life. I think I've been told stories of how I would play church with my stuffed animals - give them communion and everything. I was raised in the church. I can remember so many nights, where my parents would drag me along to various church functions. Then I started acolyte. One of the first times I served was for the Bishop, and it seemed almost every time she came I was one of the acolytes. Every time the Bishop would come she would ask the oldest acolyte if they ever thought about the Priesthood. Even though she wasn't asking me I always thought that would be really cool. Afterwards I would have this weird feeling. Each time she asked this feeling would get a little strong and stay a little longer. Well then one day something changed.

That little bit of background brings me to explaining the Title of this post. I'll never forget the exact moment I knew that God was in fact calling me to the Priesthood. It was the first Sunday of Advent 2001, I was 12 years old, in the 7th grade, and Nancy Olmsted was still the Rector. I was the acolyte at the 8 o'clock service. Nancy had me light the first candle on the Advent wreath. As I was lighting the candle I could feel a pair of hands on my shoulders. The scary thing was, that no one was around me. Later on in the service - during the confession - I closed my eyes to really focus on the prayer. Suddenly, I wasn't in Christ Church anymore. I was in the middle of a field, with a crystal clear blue sky. All of a sudden a mass a pure white clouds rushed over me. The clouds opened and a figured descended. I couldn't make out the figure, but some how I knew it was Jesus. I could feel him hold my hands, and he said to me "Whom shall I send", and I replied "Here I am, send me." Then we began to walk together. We came to a fork in the road. When I turned back to Jesus, I couldn't see him, but I could feel his presence. I had to make a choice. I went down the path on the right. As I walked down the path I was filled with warmth and comfort. At the end of the path was an altar, and I was standing behind it celebrating the Eucharist. All of a sudden I was back at Christ Church kneeling in my pew. I got really nervous that I had missed a huge chunk of the service. But, when I listened to the prayer the members of the congregation were saying. It was the confession - the same spot we were at when I closed my eyes.

From then on I have questioned my calling, but haven't regretted - haven't looked back. I know that morning I picked the right path, and it has put me on a wonderful journey. The adventures I've been on, and the people I've met are gifts I thank God for everyday.

So this Sunday December 2nd is the 1st Sunday of Advent. It has been six years since I've identified my calling. As I look back on the past six years, I am incredibly thankful for every minute, every second, good and bad. I'm thankful for all God has blessed me with these past six years, and can't even begin to imagine what adventures I will have on the journey ahead. May the next six years, be and amazing and blessed as the first.

Catching Up

So it has been over a month since I have posted. I apologize to my faithful readers, but a lot has been going on.

November was an interesting month. Here were some of the highlights

On Sunday Nov. 4th I went to hear the choirs of St. Paul's Episcopal Church (Pawtucket) and St. Luke's Episcopal Church (East Greenwich) sing a service of Evensong then in honor of All Saints and all who have been lost in the current war they sang Gabriel Faure's Requiem, which was breathe taking.

On the 11th, I had the opportunity to go to a confirmation, as it was part of the Bishop's visit at Trinity Saco, ME. It was a very nice service. I can imagine for those members of Trinity it was especially important as it was the last time Bp. Chilton Knudson will (most likely) visit Trinity before she retires.

Nov. 16 - 18 the UNE Players preformed Cupid's Dust. It was wonderful. I had such a blast being Dr. Love. It was great to finally get on stage, but it was sad that our journey as a cast - a family - is finally over.

Wednesday the 21st Mount had it's annual yearbook signing party. It was incredibly awkward, but great to see my friends - and finally get my yearbook.

THANKSGIVING - I had a nice relaxing day with my Mom. I did NOTHING!! It was a nice change from the way things normally work.

Friday the 23rd - Was my first Basement in such a long time. Again it was really great to spend sometime with my friends.

Saturday the 24th - Was most definitely a highlight of the month. I had breakfast with Dan. It was wonderful to see Dan, as I hadn't seen him since August. Then I headed over to Mount to meet Mrs. Smith and her daughter Kelly. we had a blast decorating her room. Than Mr. Smith met us and we went into Boston to go see ELLIOT! It was everything I had imagined and more. It made for a really late night - especially since I had to finish a presentation for church when I got home - but totally worth it.

Sunday the 25th - It was a normal crazy Sunday. I went to the 8 o'clock service at Christ Church Lincoln. I got there a few minutes late, because I went to Starbucks before Church. Then I lead the adult education session. Sunday was the Last Sunday after Pentecost. It was a day that the national church, and the diocese of Rhode Island designated as a special day of prayer, fasting, and giving to the MDGs and global reconciliation. Then I grabbed a few shots of Christ Church, and booked it over to St. Paul's Pawtucket for the 10:30 service. The service was wonderful as always, but coffee hour was the tops. I didn't get pumpkin pie on Thanksgiving, and there was pumpkin pie at coffee hour. I was SSSSOOOOO excited! Then I went back to Christ Church met with Scott, and headed to Mount to see the JR. High Drama production of Aladdin. It was marvelous - another classic Rita Maron production! Then back to Christ Church for the Emmaus service done U2charist style. It was great fun!

On Monday, a lot of little things happened that made it just a wonderful day. I went to Morning Prayer at St. Paul's then home and took a nap. i went out to lunch with Bill Locke which was a real treat for me to get to spend some time with him. Then I did some work. After dinner I went to visit Al Barnaby. It was so uplifting to see what progress he has made. I ended up spending about four hours with him as I didn't leave till about 10. How time flies when you're having fun!

Today had it's ups and it's downs. It started off great. Went to Starbucks, then 7:30 Eucharist at St. Paul's then coffee and conversation. Since the clergy had a safe church training at St. Paul's at 9 Bill Locke and Mother Susan couldn't say morning prayer with Bette and I, so I got to lead it. That was really cool. I went home packed my stuff and headed back to school. The day went down hill from there. I got stuck in horrible traffic. When I got back to school I discovered that once again my roommate had shown a lack of respect for my space. She let one of her friends mess with some of my stuff. A couple pictures I had hanging up were all scratched and bent. I really don't want to be here, but I only have 11 more days on Campus.

The Anglican Communion continues to be all over the place. Now that I'm on the House of Bishops/Deputies listserv, I am bombarded with emails. I don't read all of them, but I read one the other day that spoke of Bob Duncan - Queen of Quittsburgh - I mean Bishop of Pittsburgh. It said he and his followers aren't Episcopalians or Anglicans, but instead members of "Duncanism" making them "Dunkers" and pretty soon you will start seeing them gathering at "Dunkin Donuts". I hope that now since a lot of the conservatives are leaving/left/planning on leaving we can move on, and focus on being Christ's body in the world.

Convention Reflection

So Diocesan Convention is over, and I'm back at school. All and all I will say it was an excellent weekend back in good old Rhode Island. So here is a run down of my weekend and then more specifics on convention!

So went to Mount on Friday afternoon and had a nice heart to heart with my favorite teacher and friend Mrs. Carol Smith. Went and got a hair-cut then headed to the Biltmore for Convention - of course I stopped at the Starbucks first! I go up to the Grand Ballroom on the 17th floor, and it was a constant telling of "Not so good. Long story short UNe not a good fit and next semester I'll be back in Rhode Island." The dinner was good. I got to sit with both of my parishes - Christ Church and St. Paul's. Paul Pickens (Christ Church member) got the Bishop Higgins Award. Convention ended relatively early, and then I hung out in Providence with some friends.

Saturday got to the Biltmore a little before eight, and of course got my Starbucks first. Get up to convention, chatted with people had Eucharist convention business. Voted for dupties the first time and three people were elected I was not one of them it took most of the day, until the fourth ballot for myself to be elected. (The four clergy deputies are Jennifer Pedrick, Scott Gunn, Bill Locke, and Craig Burlington. The four lay are Caryl Frink, Maryanne Kolakowski, Becky Gettel, and myself). Then convention business - 18 boring reports + 2 resolutions later we were out of there by like 2:30 quarter of 3. Then I did some stuff, had dinner with Dan Harvey, and hung out with my friend Nick.

Sunday went to Christ Church at 8, helped with the education session (on Diocesan Convention) then went to St. Paul's 10:30 service. Then came back to school.

All and all great weekend.

I will say this. I am incredibly honored and humbled that I was elected to be a Deputy to General Convention. The fact that I was elected as an 18 year-old with two seasoned and loyal deputies on the ballot is amazing. It really hasn't hit me yet, that I am a Deputy from the Diocese of RI.

For a little humor:

Dee you've just been elected what are you going to do now?

I'm going to Disneyland!

Look out Disney here comes the Episcopal Church
General Convention 2009 - Anaheim, California!

Here we go again

So here we go! Today is the day I have been waiting for since may of 2006. This is my third Diocesan Convention, second time as a voting member. But, today is the first time I will be up for election. "Dee for Deputy" as some might say. I'll have to admit I'm a little nervous - i really want to be elected. But, I know the Holy Spirit will guide the delegates of this convention into making the right decision on who you represent them at the 2009 General Convention. Did anyone notice that last year it was pouring on the Saturday of convention. As looked outside this morning I noticed it was raining. Thought it was kind of funny!

On Diocesan Convention

So last night was the deanery pre-convention meeting. So the majority of our meeting was dedicated to Diocesan Convention. This year we have all of two resolutions! I assume there will be late resolutions submitted on the floor, but you just never know.

One of the resolutions - resolution 2 - I like. It is called "Energy Conservation and Sustainable Development." The basics of the resolution are to help congregations become "Greener". As a group we thought that one amendment should be made, but other than that it was good.

The other resolution is another story. Resolution 1 is titled "Statement on Same-Sex Relationships." When someone asked the question "Does anyone here like this resolution?" No one spoke up. It is a poorly written resolution, with was to many resolves, that doesn't actually do anything. I also have a problem with it in that is does not completely follow the proper format by not having an explanation. But, basically it says on the issue of Same-Sex Relationships is a difficult and complex one, and we do not - at this time - agree on it. Therefore, we should respect each others differences, pray that "the grace of God, the love of Christ and the wisdom of the Holy Spirit may guide us as we seek to discern our Creator's will, both on these issues and in all endeavors of our life," and offer love and support to those who must leave us. So basically this resolution is calling us to pray and act like adults. As a group we talked very briefly on a substitute resolution, but I don't think I would agree with that either. The other problem with this resolution is the code language sure to get at Bishop Wolf. "We urge our fellow servants who hold titles of authority within this diocese to be mindful of the diverse perspectives in our ranks and to not publicly imply that the people of the diocese hold a single position on any of the issues regarding same-sex relationships." There is been a lot of talk about people's unhappiness with the Bishop and how she "speaks for the whole diocese" (Every time I've heard her speaks I feel as though she has always been very clear that she does not speak for all of us). However this resolution is trying to speak for the whole diocese.

My biggest problem with this resolution is that I believe - on this and all issues - that we should be making decisions as a whole group and have the consequences of those decisions place on one group of people. In other words we shouldn't as a whole be telling one group of people what to do. At General Convention the national church did this with resolution B033. They basically said that while we as a church made the decision to consecrate Gene Robinson to the episcopate we are going to have the gay and lesbian people bear the burden of our actions. At a post convention meeting I thought General Convention Deputy Rev'd William Locke said it best. He said (and I don't remember his exact words) I couldn't vote for something that was going to put the burden on "them" when we all made the choice. If we - as a Diocese - are going to put forth a resolution on Same-Sex anything we need to have our own "listening process" we need to invite liberals and conservatives and LGBT people to come together. The LGBT community is not a scape goat of the consequences of the church's actions. I know this resolution isn't any where near B033, but seeing this resolution makes me a little nervous. Resolutions like B033 have to start somewhere.

I know I will not be voting for this resolution as it stands. Last night one good idea for a substitute resolution came up, and I might be able to go for that. All I know is that we should all act like adults and say what we mean, we should continue to pray for guidance in our lives, and actually listen to each other to come up with a reasonable resolution that a) does something and b) doesn't put all the burden on 10% of the people.

Greet your new Priest-in-Charge

Just want to say, and I'll write more this upcoming weekend, but I'm proud to say that I officially have a Priest-in-Charge. Last Sunday Bishop Wolf blessed the new ministry of Rev'd Scott A. Gunn. That is a picture of Scott and I taken back in August. I only got one picture of the service because my camera battery died. But, hopefully I will get some pictures from a fellow member of Christ Church to put up here.

of family and community

There are reasons why we are not solitary beings. Humans, whether we like it or not, must have contact with other people in order to survive. Part of the reason for this is support. When was of us is hurting we are all hurting. Thus it is important not to "suck it up." This is something I have most recently learned.

As those back home (RI) will confirm, I have been going home a lot of the weekends. In fact I have been back home almost every weekend since I moved into Featherman Hall at UNE. With going home and seeing people that I know they all ask the same question, "So Dee, how's school going?" I always give the same answer, "School is going great, I love it," or some variation thereof. However, that hasn't been the case. I figured that is what people expected to hear of me. I - as many people see me - make the best out of a situation, adapt to it that conquer it coming out #1. UNE, however much I wish it to be, is not a normal beast!

Let me take you through what happened last night (October 8, 2007). I went out for a drive a little before dinner - I think. At this point I was going to spend and extra night in RI and go back to UNE on Tuesday morning. When I got home from my ride, holding back tears, said to my Mom, "Mom, I think I'm going to go back tonight, because I'm not going to want to go back tomorrow any more than I am now." My Mom could sense that I was about to cry. She just looked at me, to which I replied, "I don't want to go back I hate it there."

My Mom and I had a nice long talk, and this is what I got out of it. UNE while a great school, just isn't right for me. I'm not a big fan of the people here, I've realized however much I love Rivers I am not science major material, and the whole 100% secular thing is killing me. The work load isn't the issue, in fact it is easier than my junior and senior years of high school. Living away form home isn't a problem either. While my Mom spoiled me, I am an independent person. I've travel a lot on my own and can take care of myself. The biggest issue is religion. I have no problem going to a non-Religiously affiliated school. Most schools like that generally have a chapel or a Christian group on campus. UNE, despite what the website says, doesn't not have a Christian group on campus. I figured it wouldn't be to bad if I could find a nice traditional liturgy - like I have gotten used to - at a local church. The churches near me aren't anything like what I am used to. The church I have been going to the past few weeks looks like a Congregationalist Church not an Episcopal Church. Despite the love I have for their Deacon, it just isn't anything near to the amazing liturgies I have back home at both of my churches. What can I say I have been spoil all the way around. I've been working with some clergy who are very serious about liturgy - in my book the way it should be. Now some may say that oh it just takes getting used to. But, I have been to churches like this one up here in Maine and it isn't my cup of tea - or in my case coffee.

So where does that leave me?!?!?!
I'm dropping part of my double major. So now I'm no longer a double in Environmental Studies and Political Science, but a simple major in Political Science. I'm also going to be applying to Providence College, Salve Regina, maybe Rhode Island College, and a school in Boston or two.

I love Maine, but I don't think I'm meant to live here - at least not now.

I'm really glad that I talked to my Mom, because if I didn't I would feel horrible and trapped and totally and completely feel depressed. But now everything is different. I don't feel trapped, and I'm not depressed. I'm excited for an inevitable change - maybe this semester or the next academic year.

All I know is that family and community are extremely important, and without them - I can't speak for you but - I couldn't survive.

Diocesan Convention

So I just went to my mailbox and was shocked to see my Diocesan Convention materials there waiting for me. After my first look through of the material this is what I have come up with.

(1) For the first time in the three or four diocesan conventions I've been to there will actually be real elections.

~ The Standing Committee has 4 candidates in the lay order to fill 1 position.
~ Diocesan Council has 3 candidates in the clergy order to fill 2 positions
~ (I guess you could say) The Commission of Congregational Development has a race in both orders as they each have 2 candidates for 1 position.

But here is the big one!

DEPUTIES TO GENERAL CONVENTION

Deputies: 4 Clerics and 4 Lay persons
Alternates: 4 Clerics and 4 Lay persons

* The 4 Deputies in each order and the 1st Alternates in each order get to attend General Convention

In the Clergy order there are a total of 8 candidates. We vote for 4.
In the Lay order there are a total of 6 candidates. We vote for 4.

In all of the offices I'm pretty sure I know who I am going to vote for except for the Clergy order of Deputies to General Convention. There are 8 very qualified candidates and I would feel comfortable with any of them. This will not be an easy vote. I know two I WILL be voting for, but I get to vote for two more and I have no idea who that will be.

(2) As for the resolutions, we have a grand total of 2 resolutions. Hopefully some people will come up with resolutions from the floor, or I have a feeling we will make record time at this convention in about 3 weeks.

Let us all pray for those people involved on all levels of this convention.
Let us pray for guidance on our resolutions and offices for elections.
Let us pray that the decisions made and those who we elect will be done with faithful hearts and with respect for those who may not be happy with the outcome.
Most of all let us pray that we as a diocese can work together to build up our community, foster growth, and spread the light and love of Christ throughout our diocese and the larger community.




P.S. for those of you who read this blog and don't already know, I am one of the 6 lay persons running to be a deputy to General Convention.

Dee for Deputy (GC 2009)

Around the communion

I know there are a ton going on in the Anglican Communion. Every dissenting male priest is being consecrated a Bishop, the HoB (House of Bishops) has just met in New Orleans for a very important meeting, that was another meeting in Pittsburg, and the JSC said the HoB's statement was good, etc., etc., etc.

But, really is that what we should focus so much of our time and energy on? How many churches are closing due to lack of funding or lack of membership. I know in my Diocese (RI) there have been several merges of parishes and from what I can tell have worked pretty well. Shouldn't we be focusing our time and effort on supporting our parishes and making decisions that will help them grow and succeed. How many average parishioners know who Gene Robinson, Bob Duncan, Rowan Williams, or Peter Akinola are. I bet there are some people who don't even know who their own diocesan bishop is, and they are getting along just fine.

Why aren't we focusing more of our energy on the work of the Millennium Development Goals. A plethora of Diocese and the National Church have committed themselves to this work. The national church even made the MDGs the number one mission priority for the next three years - so why aren't Susan Russell and Kendall Harmon writing about that. We can focus on so many other things peace, environmental sustainability, youth ministries, fostering vocations for ordained ministry in young people, and the list goes on.

If we are going to survive as a church we need to start talking about more than just who is sleeping with who and who doesn't want Katherine JEfferts Schori as their Presiding Bishop.

I'm not saying what is going on the TEC and the global Anglican Communion isn't important, because it is. I believe in an inclusive church. A church where everyone - gay, straight, black, white, yellow, green, purple, conservative, liberal, high church, low church, and any other thing you can think of - belongs and is loved and accepted.

Jesus didn't say, "If you are a straight white male and believe in me you will have eternal life." Jesus said, "WHOEVER believes in me will have eternal life." Open your church doors let everyone. Because when we can worship side by side with those who we disagree with then we are truly following - what I believe to be - the most important principles of Anglicanism. When we worship together, we can work together. We can realize that no one province is perfect and that we will all do things that upset each other, but in the end we will find we have more in common than we think. If we can't worship together how can we expect to say in communion together, how can we expect to bring Christ's light into the world.

Lessons from Africa

So I know it has been a while since I've written, but keeping up with all of my classes and blogospheria Anglicana (I believe is how Scott Gunn says it) I haven't had much time for blogging of my own.

One of the classes I am taking this semester is Introduction to Environmental Issues. In this class we read a chapter of "The Healing Wisdom of Africa". The chapter we read was titled "The Healing Power of Nature". The book is about the experiences of a man named Some and his life having been educated in French schools, but being a member of the Dargara Tribe in Africa. Within chapter two Some speaks of Nature and Community.

"Community is about communion, about serving, about being intimately connected. The intimate connections one has in a community cloak he individual with love and acceptance, making that individual feel extremely at home. Home here does not mean some territorial construction, a mere roof over one's head. It is, rather, the place you belong."

This is a lesson our Anglican Communion, TEC, our diocese, and our parishes need to learn. Even on the simplest level of our church structure I hear so many stories of people not being welcomed for one reason or another. People go to churches in search for God, and they find no connection. They are not served; they are not cloaked in love and acceptance, but rather treated as outsiders and turned away.

How many times have you seen someone in your church sitting alone? Or at coffee hour seen someone standing in the corner? Instead of saying to your friends, "Who is that and why are they in our church." Invite them to sit and worship with you and share a cup of coffee and get to know who they are.

When going to a church for the first time I always rate the church based on the "coffee hour test." After worship - which is generally good - I go to coffee hour and see if people come over and talk to me. If only the priest comes up to me or someone I already know I decide that they have failed the test. They have not opened themselves up as a community to receive new people whether they be there for a week, a month, a year, or a lifetime. If people come over to me, try to get to know me, and sincerely care about what I have to say then they pass. These congregations are places of growth, of warmth, and of love.

With the knowledge of Episcopal Churches that I have, I think it is safe to say that your church is trying to grow. To bring more people into the church and closer to God. But, would your church pass the coffee hour test?

Next time someone new is at the church go over and sit with them. Welcome them into the community and cloak them in a blanket of love and acceptance. Because for all you know that person may be in search for a home, and what better place to make a home than a church, a Christian community, a place centered around God's love and acceptance.

A theory behind all the consecrations

So everyday there are a few blogs that I read. One is InclusiveChurch. Earlier this evening I needed to take a break from my Biology and Chemistry homework, so I took a look at InclusiveChurch to see if Scott Gunn had anything to say. As I was looking though the new posts I stumbled across one titled To the victor belong the spoils! It is a great theory on all of the consecrations going on. I don't know about you, but it seems to me that for an episcopal male priest to become a bishop he just has to join up with an Archbishop of an African Province. Anyway, take a look at InclusiveChurch. Read what Scott has to say about this, and a lot of other ongoings in the Church and the worldwide Anglican Communion. He's got a lot of good ideas. It's time to get back to my Biology and Chemistry!

College

This is BIG! This is my first blog entry sitting at my new desk, in my new dorm, in my new school, in a new state! WOW! So I've finally made it. I've moved in, unpacked, and set up all my stuff. Everything seems really great. I have two roommates. One I already new who was and is still awesome. Kate and I get along really well. I'm just getting to know Lindsay. She has been playing World of Warcraft (?) for most of the night. Not to much else to say. I'll try to post as often as I can - I'm hoping a couple times a week. Below are a few pictures I took of my room.





It's hard to read, but the thing above my desk says "believe"



Those are my roommates beds. The one at the computer is Lindsay.

A message from Vacationland

So it is the morning of day 3 and I figured that I would give an account of what I've been up to. Last time we met, was my first night here. Remember I told you about the Portland Seadogs games? Anyway . . .

Yesterday I got virtually no sleep. I went to bed at 1 am (Saturday morning) and was up at 3. Two hours of sleep was not enough! At about 5am I went down to the dock. it wasn't very nice out. Cold, raining, yuck! I was going to say morning prayer, but it was raining harder than I would have liked, and I didn't want my prayer book and bible getting all went. So at about 5:30 I walked back up to the house sat on the porch and said morning prayer. Then I hung out with Pam until around 7:30 when John graced us with his presence. We then had coffee and sat on the porch. At around 9:30 we had breakfast and then drove up to the apartment to see how the LaFreniers were doing. Then to the barn to check on the Bowens. Once we had our game plan set. John and I drove into town to reserve the really cool - I think it's called - auger so we can put the fence up on Monday. We came back to Tidewater Way and picked up Pam and the gang. Then we were off to the Granite Mill Store. What an experience! I love that place. I bought some peanuts and a yo-yo. By the time we were done it was time for lunch. MOODY'S DINER!!!! It was just like John had described it. It was really good. Then we went back to the Van Siclens. It had gotten a lot nicer so the kids went down to the river. By this time I was starting to fade form the lack of sleep. So I sat out on the porch for a little while with John trying to get some energy. Turns out all I needed was a little action to get the energy going. John and I started working on the fence. That was fun. Some posts just didn't want to come out so with a little sweat and a lot of determination we got all of the posts and rails down. We went back to the house, I took a shower, and by the time I was back outside the Cappers had arrived. We all had dinner and then went to ice cream. By the time we got back to the house, and cleaned up I was exhausted! So I went to bed really early for me. I think I was asleep by 10:30pm! I finally sleep more than a few hours. I woke up and it was 6:30 this morning. John was up once I got up and we had some coffee, hung out and now I'm writing here.

It's a glourious morning! I was freezing when I got up. I guess I'll have to get used to that! Well it's about that time. Have to go get ready then go to church.

V-A-C-A-T-I-O-N!!!

So here I am my first night of vacation! It feels like so long since I've taken time for myself, so I'm doing it now. Yesterday I traveled up to South Bristol, Maine to a wonderful place called Tidewater Way. Tidewater Way is this wonderful retreat established by John and Pam Van Siclen. (p.s. this is the John for which the blog is named). So last night on the way I met up with two other Christ Church families who are also here at Tidewater this weekend.

So there isn't too much to say now, but this. I've been feeling burnt out lately, and I really needed to get away. I'm hoping these next few days will be the perfect recharge for me. I can't wait to see what these five days will bring.

Jonathan Daniels Day 2007

I can't believe another year has passed, and we've already celebrated the feast day of Jonathan Myrick Daniels. My how time flies by when were having fun.

This year as I have reflected on the life and ministry of Jonathan Daniels, I a, reminded of two very important things: (1) the vows of our baptismal covenant; and, (2) my own call to serve. For Jonathan and I think for most of us these two things are extremely difficult to separate.

The last three questions of The Baptismal Covenant have to do directly with work and ministry. The first, "Will you proclaim by word and example the Good News of God in Christ?" We are required and challenged to live out the values and beliefs of the Gospels - the life of Christ - to create this idea of the kingdom here on earth.

"Will you seek and serve Christ in all persons, loving your neighbor as yourself?" During Jonathan's life African American people were not treated equally. They were truly second class citizens. Yet, Jonathan was able to recognize the face of Christ in each one of them. During his time in the south he lived, worked, and worshiped side by side with people many different people that society wouldn't have him associate with. But, Jonathan understood what Jesus meant when he said "love you neighbor."

"Will you strive for justice and peace among all people, and respect the dignity of every human being?" This is my favorite promise made during The Baptismal Covenant. This is how Jonathan lived out the final years of his life. He saw injustice in the country. He knew that it was not right that African Americans were being denied the basic Consitutional right to vote. He worked, rather, he strived for justice. He went to the south he marched and demanded for fair voting laws. Through working for justice he also worked for peace. He did this because Jonathan respected the dignity of every human being.

Jonathan answered two very important calls in his life (1) to enter into the priesthood, and (2) the call to march on Selma to gain voting rights for a peoples. His willingness to give up his life for others both literally and figuratively challenges us all. How are we, as people of faith, called to give up our lives in service of Christ and our fellow human being. How are we called to work for justice, freedom, and peace? How will we respect the dignity of every person? How will seek and serve Christ in those we meet? Jonathan made the ultimate sacrifice. He gave his life for his friend.

I'm still not to sure what to think having celebrated another Jonathan Daniels Day, but I find myself challenged now to think how I might serve others. May we all find the courage that filled Jonathan, and be willing to sacrifice our lives - hopefully figuratively - for others.

Jedi and Jesus, Harry and the Holy Spirit

It is often very difficult for young people to connect with the message of the Church. But, religious leaders are becoming more creative. A few years ago I was given a book titled "Christian Wisdom for the Jedi Masters." It was Jedi and Jesus. Looking at the teachings of Christ and the ministry of His apostles and how they aren't that different than Yoda and the work of the Jedi.

Well it took a while, but Christian leaders are finally coming around on Harry Potter. When the first of seven books came out, many Christian leaders demonized the series - saying Potter was "the king of darkness" and "evil". But, now they are using the adventures of Harry and his friends to translate the Christian message to today's youth.

Read more here

Lambeth 2008

One of the hot topics in the Anglican Communion has been the next Lambeth Conference set to take place next summer. There are a lot of things that can happen at Lambeth. But, before anything can happen people need to go. I've been thinking a lot about Lambeth lately and some of the news that I have read around it. Bishops and Provinces have threatened not to attend if certain bishops go and other threaten if certain bishops do not go. I think it is time for us to be a little less American. As I have said before I fully cupport the election of Bishop Robinson, and I think that he is a wonderful person. But, maybe it will be ok if he doesn't go in his full episcopal capacity. For some members of the Anglican Communion his concecration to the Episcopate is a very difficult thing. It will take time for some to accept or understand or whatever word you want to use Bishop Robinson. Maybe if he goes as a guest it will give some of the others the time to talk to him and better understand. We need to not say it's our way or no way, we need to be open to those who are not as inclusive as us. It will not be easy, but nothing worth it will be easy. Unfortunately a small group will pay for the actions of the whole church. But, as a member of that group I am ready for whatever comes. Because, I know that in the end if we can all learn to live in Christ and Serve Christ together to greatness will be achieve. We will be better exaples of Christ's light and messagers of his Word. When it comes down to it that is what matters most.

And now his Holiness . . .

Well, it's been said before, but he'll say it again. On Tuesday Pope Benedict approved a document be released that says other Christian communities are either defective or not true churches and Catholicisimprovides the only true path to salvation. This is the second move the Pope has made this past week that brings the Catholic Church back to a pre Vatican II. Earlier he revived the old Latin Mass. Benedict attended Vatican II as a young theologian where he critized the church for being to liberal. His moves have been celebrated by the more conservative Catholics, however it has many worried. Several Protestant leaders have been to question past and future ecumenical talks with the Vatican. For an article on the latest from the Pontiff click here

In my opinion this is just more of the same old stuff. The Pope is a conservative man, trying to bring the Roman Catholic Church back in time to more conservative practices - particularly pre Vatican II. However, I think that if continues to reverse Vatican II and bring back the old ways he will agrivate and alienate himself from the other Christian Churches - which doesn't seem to bother him much. However, I think he will loose many from his flock. These changes are, most likely, being celebrated by the conservatives but could very well be turning off the more moderate and liberal Roman Catholics. People who aren't really sure what Church they want to belong to may try the Catholic Church, and after this may leave. Only time will tell what this does for the Roman Catholic Church. But I have a feeling it will either strengthen it or kill it.

On the funny side

So here is something that I found thanks to Susan Russell over at An Inch At A Time. I greatly enjoyed it.

Letter to the Archbishop of Canterbury

Invite Bishop Gene Robinson to Lambeth in 2008

Your Grace ,

I am writing to express my profound disappointment at your decision to withhold an invitation to participate in the 2008 Lambeth Conference from the Rt. Rev'd Gene Robinson. Bishop Robinson is a duly elected and consecrated bishop of The Episcopal Church. As the only openly gay bishop in the Anglican Communion, it is imperative that Bishop Robinson be present at the Lambeth Conference so that real listening and learning can occur.

I strongly urge you to reconsider your decision and invite Bishop Robinson to the Lambeth Conference as a full participant.

Sincerely,

Dee Tavolaro

So that is a copy of the letter I sent to Archbishop Rowan. This afternoon I recieved a letter in return. It is copied below.

Canon Flora Winfield
The Archbishop of Canterbury's Office
for International, Ecumenical and
Anglican Communion Affairs


Dear Ms Tavolaro

The Archbishop of Canterbury has asked me to thank you for your letter of 21 June 2007 regarding his invitation to bishops of the Anglican Communion to next year's Lambeth Conference. The Archbishop is taking a period of study leave this summer and he has therefore asked me to respond to your letter on his behalf.

Prior to his departure, Archbishop Rowan noted carefully the level of disappointment expressed by correspondents, following his decision not to extend an invitation to Bishop Gene Robinson to attend the Lambeht Conference along with the other bishops. He stressed in his letter to the bishops that he did not take this decision lightly, but that he regarded it as appropriate in the light of the recommendations set out in the Windsor Report.

The Windsor Report counselled that in the future proper regard should be taken to the bonds of affection and interdependence between member Churches when considering the acceptability of a candidate for episcopal appointment. While it is recognised that Bishop Robinson was duly elected and consecrated according to the canons of The Episcopal Church, in view of the widespread objections to Bishop Robinson's ministry in other Provinces of the Communion, the Windsor Report further recommended that the Archbishop 'exercise very considerable caution in inviting him to the councils of the Communion'.

From the time of the election of Bishop Robinson to the See of New Hampshire, both the representatives of many Anglican Provinces and the Instruments of Communion made it clear that full recognition by the Communion could not be given to a bishop whose chosen lifestyle would, in most Provinces of the Communion, give rise to canonical impediment to his consecration as a bishop. The Archbishop has to be loyal to that widespread concern as well as bearing in mind the position of Bishop Robinson within The Episcopal Church. The Archbishop is therefore exploring inviting Bishop Robinson to the conference in another status.

Thank you once again for writing.

Yours sincerely

Flora Winfield

Feeding Fire

I love recieving gifts with extra meaning behind them. One of the gifts I think I will treasure the most from my graduation is John B. Coburn's "Feeding Fire". It was given to me by Mike and Carol Coburn. Mike is the son of John B. Coburn. I've gotten to become good friends with Mike and Carol in a relatively small amount of time. I thought it was so special that Mike would share something with me that his father had written. It was a wonderful read. Feeding Fire is a book of poems. These free verse poems lead to a series of meditations. Coburn's poems on various topics are extremel thought provoking. It is a must read for any poetry fan, and any fan of spiritual reading.

Thoughts in Solitude

Thoughts in Solitude is a spiritual classic. It is exactly what I expected from Thomas Merton. It was a quick read, but I wouldn't say easy. It challenged me to look at what a prayer life it, what it means to speak with and be with God in the silence. It challenge me to look at my own faith and spiritual life. It helped me gain a better and deeper understanding of what it means to live life in the solitary, to search for God. I recommend it to anyone and everyone. For those interested in prayer life, theological reading, and those interested in learning more about their relationship with God.

The Devil Wears Pinstripes

So here are a few thoughts after reading Jim Caple's "The Devil Wears Pinstripes". First I thought the book was hysterical. Caple's obvious hatred for the yankees is extremely entertaining. As a yankee fan, I have enjoyed my fair share of making fun of the Red Sox's, but as Caple points out at times it makes sense. There are also times when, I agree, that the yankees and their fans can be really annoying. But, that is true with any team. However, you can't hate all of them. Caple even a section on the yankees that you can't hate like Joe Torre and Bernie Williams. I'd recommed this book to every red sox fan, and to yankee's fan who don't take the dynasty too seriously. I mean if you are a yankees fan who can stand the red sox and their fans then dive right in.

Summer Reading

So I don't have summering reading (yet) for school. So since I'm not bogged down with reading for school. I thought I would take the time to read some stuff that I've collected from graduation and other occasions. So far I have read:
Jim Caple's "The Devil Wears Pinstripes"
and Thomas Merton's "Thoughts in Solitude"
both very good, and I recommend them both.

My list for other reading is as follows:
John B. Coburn's "Feeding Fire" (I'm halfway through)
Khaled Hosseini's "A Thousand Splendid Suns"
John McDonald's "Down the Road a Piece"
Anthony DeStefano's "Ten Prayers God Always Says Yes To"
Dante Alighieri's "The Inferno"
Tim Sample and Steve Bither's "Maine Curiosities"
Barack Obama's "In His Own Words"

That is all I have so far. I'll probably reread Merton's "The Seven Story Mountain" again. After finishing "Thoughts in Solitude" I'm in a bit of a Thomas Merton mood. If anyone actually reads this and has any other suggestion leave them in the comments. If I don't get to it this summer, I'll get to it soon enough. Heck if it looks good enough it may even jump the list.

Thoughts in Solitude

My Lord God, I have no idea where I am going. I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannot know for certain where it will end. Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so. But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you. And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing. I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire. And I know that if I do this you will lead me by the right road, though I may know nothing about it. Therefore I will trust you always though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death. I will not fear, for you are ever with me, and you will never leave me to face my perils alone.

~ Thomas Merton "Thoughts in Solitude" p. 83

The trip of a life time

6-25-07

I survived my first camping trip! Our Trailblazer trip was amazing, words cannot describe how much fun I had. I was really nervous going into it. All the other incoming 1st years didn't seem like the type of people I would ever hang out with. But, we were more or less forced to bond. Now I have 19 new friends. Some I will only hang out with when we have session 2 reunions. Others, however, I know my friendship with will only get stronger. Jess, Sam, Drew, and Theresa were so cool. Not only were they great at teaching myself and others the ins and outs of camping they helped show us what it means to be a student at UNE. We have so many inside jokes now - no making purple, sappy, the poop glove, highway to hell, shut yo face. One night 15 of us hung out in one of the tents and just chilled. Another afternoon a couple of us were relaxing in our tents and had some great comversations. Dance parties in the van, Ryan not letting me sleep, too many memories to count. ONe that is particularly memorable was my award. i recieved the dinosaur mascot as a spirit award. It was for helping out and always being willing to try new things. While it only cost 89 cents at Walmart - it sure means a hall of a lot. The more time I spend here on campus and with the REAL Trailblazers, the more I can't wait to start school. But, by the same token the more time I spend the more I miss Mount and home. On our way to and from lake mooselookmeguntic we passed Trinity Saco. It made me think of Deacon Linda and Christ church. See Trinity is where - most likely - I'll be worshipping next year. Seeing my new church for the first time made me want to be at Christ Church. It was really bad Sunday morning as I laid on the beach after we did some canoeing. I couldn't help but think of the new service and education program going on while I wasn't there. Dancing to Bohemian Rapsodey, singing baby shark, the dance at the campus center blow out, talking about Environmental Studies / Science, having people be called numb nuts all reminded me of experiences and inside jokes from back home. When I really started to miss home I would sing Elliott in my head and look at pictures from graduation on my camera. It helped a lot. Elliott reminded me of all the good tiems. The pictures reminded me of all the people who have been there for me over the years. I knew that I needed to keep strong and do great things to make them proud. Plus I knew a lot of people from back home were praying for me and that helped the most. I think everything will be ok. I really am excited to start school in the fall, to bring Nick up to visit, and to be back with my friends. but, I will enjoy every minute of my summer vacation. It's Senior Summer it will only get better form here!

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My first night at UNE

The following entry is from my journal. I'm adding it here a few days after the fact.

I arrived at UNE for my orientation today (6-21-07). I'm really excited, but really nervous at the same time. I miss talking with my friends and my church. I don't knopw how I'll survive next year, I mean I've only been here for one day! I guess it will be easier with my cell phone and computer here! It seems that almost everyday I've been talking to Mrs. smith. I didn't realize how much that meant to me. I've missed talking with her.

Anyway, my guides are really cool and my roommate seems really nice. But, the other students on the trip don't seem like the type of people I would be friends with. However, this sense of "loneliness" may be heightened because I'm reading Thomas Merton's "THoughts in Solitude." I;m sure once we are off campus and on the trip I'll be able to bond better with my new classmates. I'm very different from them. They were all talking about parties, drinking, smoking, doing drugs, and camping with friends. Well I've never been camping, and the last time I went canoeing was last summer with Mrs. Ferry and the Blackstone Valley Rivers Project. The more I sit in silence the more I think about Smith, Ferry, and Nick. Nick, because he is one of my best friends. Also, I'm a little worried about him. He talked about homeschooling for next year earlier in the year, and most of his friends were in my class. So they graduated, and he is left with one more year. But, Smith and Ferry, because while I miss them dearly and wish I could be back in their classrooms, I know I can't. However, they have prepared me well. Now it is my turn to go forth and do great things. I'm now a Nor'easter part of Big Blue, but being a Mountie is still who I am.

It's funny tonight we watched the fireworks from a Franco-American celebration in Biddeford. How ironic I find myself in yet another French Canadian mill village! I wear my class ring with pride, and as the summer progresses my tan lines get darker. When I take my ring off you can see that something is missing. It's like when you look at me you can see I'm not a Mount student anymore, you can see that something is missing. The ring has left a mark on my hand, just like Mount has left a mark on my heart. While now I'm a Nor'easter on the outside, I will ALWAYS be a Mountie on the inside!

The life cycle of summer

Change is always hard. Even though we always have summer vacation, and at times during the school year can't wait for it to come, there is a natural let down when the school year ends. I have found this particularly true at Mount - at least for me. Having friends that live all over RI and Mass, makes it even more challenging. It isn't like when I went to Lincoln and during the summer, I would walk to the next street and there were my friends from school.

We get into a routine of getting up early going to school and living by a bell. We get used to the same teachers, students, lunch menus, and that begins to shape our lives. We become set, we begin to feel safe. Like things are working ok. But, then summer - or graduation - come along and that all changes.

No more uniforms, no books, no more getting up at the crack of dawn to get to jazz band on time. There is a great fear in that. What am I going to do now? It is the fear of the unknown. I know I'm pretty nervous and a little scared to go off on my new student orientation camping trip tomorrow. But, besides fear there is a let down. My schedule is no longer jam packed. I have time to sit out by the pool and read. I have time to go out to lunch with friends. I have time to go to work, and not be stressed out about getting my school work done. I have down time, time to relax. The high energy school year is over.

Summer, as I have come to know it, is a time of great saddness, it is an ending. But, it is also a beginning. Time for new experiences and adventures both here and abroad. It is a time to relax and restore ourselves, so when the fall comes we can once again jump into school life.

This day in history

Today we remember June 18, 2006. It was a day where the Episcopal Church gave the Boys Club (a.k.a the Primates) the greatest Father's Day gift of all. It was on this day just one year ago, that the House of Bishops elected The Rt. Rev. Katharine Jefferts Schori as the first female Presiding Bishop of the Episcopal Church. It has been an interesting year. Congrats to her and to us for all we have achieved. But, there are many more things to come we shall see what another year will.

The greatest gift of all

So I look back on the events of my Senior Week, I realized that my teachers gave me the greatest gift of all. First off the number of teachers that came to my party on Saturday was amazing. They didn't just stop by too, they hung out and had a great time. The comments they had, and the words shared on their cards were so inspirational. Then on Sunday at the graduation, the number of teachers that came up to me and gave me hugs to congratulate me was remarkable. Also many of them said how proud of me they are, and how much they are going to miss me. These are the people I've looked up to, admire, and respect. It made me realize the mark I have lef on Mount St. Charles. I guess that it wasn't all for nothing. My teachers are amazing and have changed my life. I will deeply and truly miss them all.

Graduation

So it's official! I am a high school graduate! It was a wonderful day, sad, but wonderful. It's weird not being a Mount student any more. I really don't know what to say other than it was a great day. Here are some pictures from the celebration.

Fairways and Greens

So today I'm playing in the Girl's State Tournament for golf at Point Judith Country Club. When I told one of the teachers at school that I couldn't be there for set up today, because of the tournament she told me good luck. She told me "fairways and grrens." So today pray for good weather, little wind, and fairways and greens.

A loss for the whole church

Today the Episcopal Church lost one of it's finest. Bishop James Kelsey was killed in an auto accident today. His passing is a sad, tragic loss not only for his family and diocese but for the whole church.

Rest eternal grant unto him, O Lord, and may light perpetual shine upon him.



[ENS] Bishop James Kelsey of the Episcopal Diocese of Northern Michigan waskilled in a road accident at around 4 p.m. on Sunday, June 3, whilereturning to Marquette from a parish visitation, Jane Cisluycis, diocesanoperations coordinator confirmed.
Kelsey was traveling alone, but it is unclear at this time whether any othervehicles were involved in the incident.
"The Episcopal Church has today lost one of its bright lights," PresidingBishop Katharine Jefferts Schori said. "We will be less without the easy grace of Bishop James Kelsey -- Jim to most of us -- and we shall miss hishumor, insight, and passion for the ministry of all. He gave us much. We pray for the repose of his soul, and for his family. We pray also for the Diocese of Northern Michigan. All of us have lost a friend. May he rest inpeace and rise in glory."
Born in 1952 in Baltimore, Maryland, Kelsey graduated from Ithaca College in1974, and from General Theological Seminary in New York City in 1977. In1985, Kelsey moved with his family to Oklahoma, where he served for fouryears as canon missioner for Cluster Ministries. In 1989, he was called tothe Diocese of Northern Michigan, where he served for 10 years as ministrydevelopment coordinator before being elected bishop in 1999.
Kelsey will be remembered as a welcoming and open person who always endeavored to include others, Cisluycis said. "It is hard to imagine the hole he will leave behind," she said. Kelsey is survived by his wife, Mary, and three grown children. Funeral arrangements are pending.

May you rest in peace Bishop Kelsey, you will be missed.

Goodbye, Father Mike

So today June 3 was Mike Coburn's last Sunday at Christ Church. It was sad, but he and I had just as much fun as always. He wore his orange flowered print chasuble, it looked great. I wish I had a picture! Since John left the week before Christmas (December 17) Mike has been with us. It has been a great six months and today we said goodbye. He also had the confirmation class of 2005 (high school class of 2007) recognized. I also served the ten o'clock service today. It was great, Mike and I had just as much fun up there as we always do. While some may see it as goofing around, I see it as our showing that we are filled with th Holy Spirit and a passion to serve. And who ever said church couldn't be fun? But, I realized that this was my last ten o'clock service, because I won't be on the schedule next year. It was really weird. In a wayit was like Mike and I were both graduating today. In any event, it has been amazing serving with Mike - I will truly miss him.

Not only have I had the privledge of getting to know Mike, it has been amazing to get to know his wife Carol. She is funny and all around amazing. I will miss her just as much. I always had someone to sit with in Church with Carol around.

Thanks for everything, and you will both be deeply missed.

Prom 2007

So Friday June 1, 2007 was the day we had been waiting for, our Senior Prom!

That's Dan, Steve, and I. We're the Seniors of tc 210.

Then we added Nick, the four greatest people of tc 210 (boy do we look tall)
So everybody met at my house before hand and Scott (the worst limo driver ever) picked us up.

At the prom we danced the night away

Mrs. Smith and Mr. Daigle even got out there with us and did the twist

It was so much fun. I have the Daigle and Smith down, and we took a picture together.

Dan, Steve, and I were our normal selves



We had a great time, it was everything Senior Prom should be. A night we will never forget!

Jesus Drives a Tow truck

So on Pentecost Sunday I was driving home form Church, and I got a flat tie. I was trying to avoid a squirrel and hit the curb. So I tried to change the tie myself, I didn't put the jack in the right place the car roled back and the jack broke. All of a sudden a tow truck pulls up. The guy saw us on the side of the road. He didn't ask for our name or our AAA card or anything else. I only had ten bucks and a piece of cake, so I gave that to him. The guy was so nice, I felt as if it was Jesus. The situation was perfect. He saved my Sunday afternoon.

Pentecost Sermon

Below is a copy of my sermon from Church of the Epiphany East Providence on Pentecost Sunday.

It is wonderful to be with you here this morning, particularly during your time of youth ministries awareness. Over the past six years I have become more and more involved in the Episcopal Church, on all levels from my parish to the national church. Throughout my ministry I am constantly asked why I chose to become involved in the Episcopal Church. Now it has taken me a while, but I have finally figured out what it was that attracted me to the Episcopal Church. My parish was the first place, besides my home, where I felt safe – where I felt at home. It was that comfort level that allowed me to easily immerse myself in anything and everything at Christ Church. Over the years I have figured out what it was that made my parish so comfortable for me, it was the sense of community that kept bringing me back. It was the fact that I knew that they were my family that made everything so easy. It is the idea of community that I would like to reflect on this morning.

According to Webster’s American College Dictionary the definition of community is, “a social, religious, occupational, or other group sharing common characteristics or interests and perceived or perceiving itself as distinct in some respect from the larger society within which it exists.” But what is community really all about? Community is about being there for each other through good times and bad. It is about helping one another grow to be better Christians and better human beings. And community is most importantly about love. Love for each other, love for the common good, and in our case love of Christ.

Being a part of a community is one of the most important parts of life. We as human beings are not solitary beings, we must, in order to survive, have contact with other people. Take for example a person’s years in high school. In order to survive the high school years, people join clubs and other such things. I know I would not have survived my four years of high school, if it were not for the band, campus ministry, model legislature, National Honor Society, and the golf team. These activities and various others were the communities that I was apart of within the Mount Saint Charles community.

Communities have also played an extremely important role in the life of the Church both past and present. Take a look at the Church today. For many years we have been arguing over who will stay in the communion, who will stay in the community. We have been fighting over whom we should allow in to share in His sacred meal. We must come to realize that if as parishes, dioceses, and as a national church we are to endure we must stay together. We must continue to live in Christ and serve Christ as a community.

We can find great inspiration for the idea of community life in a plethora of ways throughout history. Today we remember the day of Pentecost, and this is where I believe we can find the greatest inspiration. On the day of Pentecost Jesus’ disciples were scared, and with good reason. They were hiding in the upper room fearing for their lives. In this time of great confusion and pain the disciples stuck together. They remained a community. And what happened next? The Holy Spirit descended upon them and they were filled with it. They spoke with great tongues of fire, and went out to bring thousands of people into the Church. They stuck together, remained a community, and look what happened. A church was born. While sticking together may not result in another day of Pentecost, I guarantee great things will happen. We must remember that if this Church we love will continue to flourish and grow to spread Christ’s ministry we must stay together. May the day of Pentecost and the gifts of the Holy Spirit be a reminder for us day after day of what being a community is really all about. AMEN.

Friendly Evangelism

We have just entered into the season of Pentecost. It is a seaon in which we are called upon to bring new people into the Church, to bring new people into the community. So here in the spirit of Pentecost is a story about Evangelism, and how it can truly happen anywhere.

This past Sunday, Pentecost Sunday, I went to Church of the Epiphany East Providence to preach. I was a littl eon the nervous side as my new Priest-In-Charge just left that parish. But, the people were great and excited for Christ Church (my parish). My sermon and the 8 o'clock service went great.

In between the two services their rector, Jennifer, took myself, and another young man out to breakfast at Friendly's. We all had two scarmbled eggs and toast - in other words we were all boring. Well towards the end of the meal, Jennifer got up from the table for a few moments, and Matt and I were sitting there. Our waitress came over to us and asked Matt what Rite 13 was (he had a name tag on that said ask me about Rite 13). He told her about the program, and then she asked some questions about the Episcopal Church. We talked for a few moments, then Jennifer came back. Before we knew it she was asking Jennifer for contact information for Church of the Epiphany.

Over breakfast we had done exactly what the season calls us to do. We spread Christ's message, and hopefully brought someone new into the Church community.

May the day of Pentecost and the gifts of the Holy Spirit be a reminder for us all day after day of what being members of the Church community is all about.

Don't pump gas on May 15th

In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices.
Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight.

On May 15th 2007, all myspace and facebook members are asked to not go to a gas station in protest of
high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places.

There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the myspace network, and the
average car takes about 20 to 30 dollars to fill up.

If all myspace members did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take
$2,200,000,000.00 (that's BILLION) out of the oil companys pockets for just one day,
so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the
Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day.

If you agree (which I cant see why you wouldnt) repost this bulletin repost it with
'Don't pump gas on May 15th

IRELAND

Hey all,
I love these airport internet access points! We have safely arrived at the Dublin airport after an amazing week. It looks like I will be home in the early evening and should have time to post more then. I have so many great stories and pictures to share!

Passport Hell

So I'm supposed to go to Ireland on Saturday for a band trip with school. Well last week I still hadn't recieved my passport, so we called to make sure everything was ok. The person we talked to said there was no problem and we would have it no later than Tuesday morning. Well we called night and were on hold for about four hours. We called back this morning, and they said that there was a problem. Due to having my name changed about four years ago they had an issue processing it. So I left school at 8:30 this morning. We've been on hold all morning. My band director has used his connections and Sheldon Whitehouse is trying to get me an appointment in Boston. We couldn't get an appointment today in Boston so now we are trying for Connecticut. I don't know if I will be able to get a passport in time for Ireland. I have until 1:45 on Saturday afternoon to get a passport. (That is the time I have to be at Mount to leave for JFK airport.) If any one has any connections with anyone would could help me with getting a passport please email me ASAP at BigDee6541@aol.com or at dtavolaro@mac.com. Thanks and keep me in your prayers.

Priest In Charge

It was announced today. We have a priest in charge! Unfortunately I cannot release his name at this time, because his current parish has not yet been informed. However, I know who it is and I am very excited! Things are finally starting to look up! I'm excited to see our new priest in charge come, but extremely sad to see Mike go.

In Observance of the Feast Day of Hope Springs Eternal

AKA

OPENING DAY!

For the gift of new beginnings, clean slates and new seasons;
We give you thanks, O Lord.

For the hope that springs eternal with every new at bat;
We give you thanks, O Lord.

For fresh mown grass, seventh inning stretches, hot dogs, peanuts and crackerjacks;
We give you thanks, O Lord.

For the inspiration to work collaboratively, strive for excellence and build relationships in pursuit of common goals;
We give you thanks, O Lord.

For perspective in defeat and for graciousness in victory;
We pray to you, O Lord.

Holy God, you have given us grace at this time with one accord to offer our common thanks for the gift of baseball. Fulfill now, O Lord, our desires and petitions for this new season ahead as maybe best for us; granting us in the regular season success on the field and in the playoffs to come a shot at the World Series. Amen.

Statehouse Day

Today is Statehouse Day! In a few hours a couple of hundrend high school students will be taking over the Statehouse to participate in the final event in Model Legislature 2006-2007. I am the Honorable Senator Diamante A. Tavolaro, Chair of the Senate Judiciary Committee. I'll report back later on how the day goes and if my bills pass.

No election for South Carolina

From the Rev. J. Haden McCormick, President of the Standing Committee of the Diocese of South Carolina via titusonenine

titusonenine:

"I received a phone call late this afternoon from the Presiding Bishop Katharine Jefferts Schori giving notification that she was declaring null and void the election of The Very Rev. Mark Lawrence to be bishop of The Diocese of South Carolina. Although more than a majority of dioceses had voted to consent to Fr. Mark’s election, there were canonical deficiencies in the written responses sent to us. Several dioceses, both on and off American soil, thought that electronic permission was sufficient as had been their past accepted practice. The canons which apply are III.11.4(b), pp. 101-102 in the newly published 2006 Constitutions and Canons that require the prescribed testimonial to the consent be signed by a majority of each standing committee."

Read the rest here

... and do keep Fr. Lawrence and his family in your prayers along with the Diocese of South Carolina as it continues its search for a new bishop.


Presiding Bishop Katharine Jefferts Schori has declared “null and void” the election of the Very Rev. Mark Lawrence to be the 14th bishop of the Episcopal Diocese of South Carolina Diocese of SC


The announcement was first made in a letter written by the Rev. J. Haden McCormick, president of the Standing Committee of the Diocese of South Carolina, and posted to the diocesan website late in the afternoon of March 15.

See the full story at ENS

"Just Do It"

Yesterday members of the Episcopal Diocese of Rhode Island gathered for Diocesan Convocation. It was a wonderful day of workshops and fellowship. The day began with prayer, and then a plenary session with the 4 under 40. The 4 under 40 and the 4 priests in the Diocese who are under 40 years old. They are Rev'ds Scott Gunn, Peter Mayer, Greg Lisby, and unfortunatly I can't remember the last one. Well they talked about a variety of things, it was great. But, one of the questions asked towards the end was in relation to how the people in their 20's ad 30's see things. And Scott, I believe, said that the Church needs to stop forming committees and start doing something. Well later in the day I had lunch with Scott Gunn, Peterr (can't think of his last name member of Grace Church Prov.) Greg Lisby, the Bishop, Canon Bob Vanderau, and some ladies form Christ Church Lincoln. Well at one point we were discussing what Scott mentioned in the plenary session. It was then that I realized that what we need to begin doing as a Church is what Nike has been telling us for years. We need to "Just Do It". I could see it all in my mind, and of course shared this with those I was sitting with, I see a partnership between the Episcopal Church and Nike. Now I warn you this is when we got a little silly. We started discussing advertizing options. We could have the Nike logo on clerical collars, and the Bishop's miter is a really big Bill Board, and on that we could put the symbol and verbal logo "Just Do It". But, all kidding aside, it really is time we start doing something. We need to stop sitting around and talking about things, and forming committees and just go out and do it. We must go out and live in Christ . . . transform the world.

The Rainbow Presence

LGBT Episcopalians to be Visible with Rainbow Presence at Easter

On Easter, April 8, gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgender, transsexual, and supportive allies in The Episcopal Church will wear a sign of the rainbow to Church in response to the February 19, 2007 Communiqué of the Primates Meeting in Tanzania.. This Rainbow Presence will be a visible witness to The Episcopal Church's Welcome of all the children of God and the value of their ministries in church and in the world.

The Rainbow Presence will be a visible sign to gay, lesbian, bisexual and transgender Episcopalians that they have a community of support.. It will also give a human face to the “issue” being discussed by the Primates and the leadership of The Episcopal Church. We believe that decisions about our place in the church cannot be made without knowing who we are and talking with us rather than about us.

The Primates’ Communiqué laid out steps to be taken by the Episcopal Church, specifically by the House of Bishops, by September 30, 2007. We do not agree with the course of action recommended in this Communiqué as it calls for sacrifice of the ministries and loving relationships of gays and lesbians for an illusive false unity. We also do not believe the bishops should take these steps given the clear decisions made by General Convention in its Constitution and Canons.

We are asking lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender, transsexual Episcopalians and their supporters to wear something that shows your support: a pin, a scarf, a stole, hat, button or some other piece of rainbow apparel. You can find resources by checking out our Blog at http://rainbow-presence.blogspot.com, and for more information write to Ann Fontaine and Jeffri Harre at rainbopres@yahoo.com.

U2 eucharist sermon

Here is a rough copy of my sermon from the U2 Eucharist. I gave my sermon from the heart not have written anything out or having any notes. So I wrote this a week or so after from what I recalled saying.

Isn’t this fun? Where else, other that the Episcopal Church, can we combine the history and tradition of the Eucharist with the music of Irish rock band U2?

I could go on ad nauseam about the plethora of reasons for why we are all here tonight. But, when it comes down to it we are all here for one reason. One word can tell you why we are here tonight, and why billions of people around the world have joined in this cause. That one word is unity. Tonight I’d like to take a look at this idea of unity from three different points of view.

A few weeks ago we remembered the Lord’s baptism. In my opinion some of the most beautiful and poetic words come from the opening of the Baptismal service. The call and response between the celebrant and the congregation is the perfect verbiage to describe how we are all united as one. The celebrant begins the service by saying, “There is one Body and one Spirit” and we respond, “There is one hope in God’s call to us”. Again the celebrant says to the congregation, “ One Lord, one Faith, one Baptism” and we respond “one God and Father of all.” Those two lines, “one Lord, one faith, one baptism. One hope in God’s call to us.” Those two lines explain why we are all here. We all share in one Lord, one faith and one baptism, and through that we share in the one hope in God’s call to us. It is the hope of that call that draws us here tonight. It is that call that drives us to stand up for those who cannot stand for themselves, to give voice to those who have none, and to be Christ’s light in a seemingly dark world.

For the past two years I have been working with a grassroots organization in the Episcopal Church called Episcopalians for Global Reconciliation. To make it a little easier I will refer to this organization as EGR. At EGR we focus on working to end extreme poverty and hunger via the Millennium Development Goals or MDGs. For this work we have a slogan or catch phrase, and that’s catch phrase is, “The MDGs: the REAL instruments of Unity.” That is really in black and white. By working to ensure the achievement and progression of the MDGs we are uniting as one, acting as one to make the world a better and safer place for all. By making the world a safer place for all of God’s children we are answer his call to us.

Tonight we hear from John’s Gospel one of the most powerful versus in the bible. John 3:16 says in the more familiar version, “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son so that all who believe in him may not perish, but have eternal life.” It’s all right there. We are all united through Christ’s death and the promise of eternal life. But, there is another part of that sentence that is the core of unity. It is nearly impossible to have unity without love. In the verse we are first told the reason why God gives up his one and only son, it is because God loves the world.

As you prepare to receive communion tonight, as you leave this place and go continue on with your life I pray and beg you to work to make the world a better place, to work for the achievement of the MDGs, to save millions of lives from dieing needlessly. Why should you do this? You should do this because we all share One Lord, One Faith, One Baptism, and through that One hope in God’s call to us. We live out that call via the MDGs: the REAL instruments of unity. Why do we do all of this? We do this because God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son that all who believe in him may not perish, but have life eternal. Amen.